Lonely

I'm kinda messed up right now. 

I'm feeling terrible.

I don't know why my tears rolling down

I don't even know what's my problem

I know all my requirement is all done, and now is only exam coming up

I should study, but I kept not getting focus

I hate my self even more for that

I scrolled my phone for hours

I can't communicate 

I don't know what's wrong with me

I'm suffocated in this house

I just wanna keep in touch

I can't focus

I wanna escape

I have no money

I just wanna die

Don't wanna live long life

I'm so fucked up

I'm lonely

I'm thirst for accompany

But since it's impossible

I'm stressing out

My heart feels gonna explode, soon, real soon

All of this make me depressed

Please take my life

Please